Monday 21 November 2011

bila hati adalah separate creature from otak

باسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Harini aku takde kata kata nak analogikan rasa sayu. sadis. emosi. sepi.
nak tunjuk perasaan tanpa ayat panjang. sedih

i feel like alone.
 i feel like isolated.
i feel like a stranger to my own self.

i feel like i own nothing.

if i could paint on a canvas, i'd paint it black.
if could write any better words, i'd make it sorrowful.
if i could swim, i'd swim so deep.

this is when a heart is a separate creature.
but it's not.
i always have Allah.
so i go to Allah.
yes,i must come back to Allah.

dan selagi hati aku dan otak aku masih ada dalam badan,
aku tak buat kerja bodoh.
aku cuma menangis.
and please, izinkan aku 
untuk biar empangan air mata aku mengalir dan banjirkan kawasan sekitarnya.